Disappear

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I was a mess when I came to your house
You thought that I wasn’t so bad
We took to the night
And danced in the ‘fire’
to my ‘panic’ marathon

And I saw you kiss someone unlike me
when we were in the underground
The moment seemed still for what felt like a week
Before we both turned around

What can I do when I want to disappear
Where can I go to escape this poison air

It took a few days, when I took a few months
“You still alive? it’s been forever and I miss you”
The world muscles through without taking a breath
And I’m grateful you’re noticing

But my mind is wired, and not ready for this
too much fear in the oxygen
I wrote you a note, and it read like abyss
and left it under Palahniuk

What can I do when I want to disappear
Where can I go to escape this poison air

Formulating letters I’m too scared to send
Walked out into a winter that never ends

Caught without friends, before the start of New Year
I’ve regressed and I’m lost in my bed
Alone in my head, alone with my stress
with the thought hanging, ‘I’d rather be dead’

Routine loops around me in a hapless bend
until it’s crushed under a broken press
Turned into a ghost, and nobody knows
You broke away from me when I said

What can I do when I want to disappear
Where can I go to escape this poison air

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from Disappear, released September 21, 2018

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